Sometimes, you just don't know

As I sat in my car last night after a grueling but positive Marketing Mid term, I just thought to myself.."Lord, what is going on?" I just had this feeling of wanting to know what the future holds. Even this morning, as I woke up, I remember thinking " Lord, what's new?". I think as human beings we need to have a feeling of anticipation, knowing that something exciting lies at the horizon. Is there more to my life than just being a full time graduate student, all night study sessions, group projects and mid terms? Sometimes, you just don't know ...but it is at these times I have to remember that the Lords grace is sufficient for me. His ultimate plan for our lives is perfect and we just have to take things one day at a time living in the moment. I just want to shake off the impatience for all things I want to do and to learn acceptance and contentment. It is a battle I face often but I hope to be able to overcome.

Now a couple of random things:

1. I am on a facebook hiatus. While its been amazing to spend time with God instead of surfing facebook, I still struggle with withdrawals. Sometimes, I find myself feeling like I am out of the loop. I don't know what is going on and I feel disconnected from people. But maybe sometime great can come of it...we will have to see!!

2. I love Tulips...any color ..doesn't matter..they are the most beautiful flowers in the world to me..yet the most simple looking.. Love love them.

3. I love cupcakes.

4. I am probably the only female in the world who loathes the Lifetime and Hallmark Channel. I can't stand the sappy melodramatic themes their movies have...been there done that...next!!

5. I haven't been watching a lot of tv lately. I can count on one hand the shows that I watch these days and even at that, I never watch them when they air. Thank God for SideReel!!

6. I am totally in love with my Joss Stone Pandora Station...just when I think the next song can't get any better...it does.

7. I am making short term weight loss goals so as to reach an even bigger goal. Last night I was thinking that as long as I was making big goals of weight loss, I was always getting impatient when I didn't reach them. So I decide to make a small goal and to build up from there. I am going to start off by loosing just 5lbs and to build up from there.

8. On that note, I might have to part ways with my favorite guilty pleasure, Kit Kat. Sigh!!!

9. Having to wear a retainer reminded me about how much I wanted to have a grill when I was in undergrad..lol...yeah..very weird...but after wearing braces all this time, you would think I would be able to just smile without having to have additional appliances in my mouth.

10. Kind eyes, when will I see you again? Sigh!